It hurts...

It hurts ... my throat hurts
It hurts ... I'm coughing quite alot
It hurts ... I'm drowning my throat constantly with water
It hurts ... hoping the water silence those coughs
It hurts ... my throat is like another case of Tsunami
It hurts ... to see so many dead from the actual Tsunami
It hurts ... to see people lossing their love ones to the Tsunami
It hurts ... to be without that special someone
It hurts ... I'm feeling lonely and empty
It hurts ... I'm feeling all but an empty shell
It hurts ... where is the love?
It hurts ... LIFE sucks at times!

It hurts ...
That's what I used for my msn nick for these days. Thanks friends who messaged me in MSN upon seeing that nick. But I didnt bothered to explain why I'm hurt, just simply replied that my throat hurts. Of course that's the truth but not the whole truth. Haha...

The News has been reporting about the Tsunami updates alot these few days. It's really saddening to hear about all the deaths and lost of lives, increasing numbers with each passing day. Dead bodies about, foul smell about. *sigh* Bless 'em all.

shivering cold

Think I'm falling sick again. Yes, again!

After staying over night at a friend's place on Christmas night, I slept through out the whole of my Sunday. Only waking up in the night for dinner before heading back to bed and slept through till the morning. I felt so darn cold! Even hidden totally from head to toe beneath my quilt blanket didn't help much. BrRrrr...

Hate to drag myself out of the bed to get ready for work. Didn't get much done at work today [as usual]. Haha.

Think I might head to bed early tonight too. *Shivers with cold*

Jingle Bells & Wedding Bells

Christmas Eve. Lit up my [well, sorta] first cigarette. Took my first puff from it. Minty after taste. Didn't lit it well, light it up again, took a deeper second puff [bum puff]. Let the inhaled lingered within the mouth for milliseconds before puffing it out like a dragon. And so the stick was passed back to my friend. The whole experience was pretty brief. Nevertheless it's been rather an interesting experience. But I'll still say NO THANKS to smoking and cigarettes. Uh uh uh, NO! Smoking is bad for ya! Lungs Killer! Kids and peeps, stay away from drugs!

Actually my first encounter with lighting up a cigarette dates back as far to when I was still a little kid of like age 5 or 6, I was only in kindergarten. Ho ho ho... The mean and evil Uncle driver of the school bus tried to educate us kids on cigarettes. I was most probably the most daring kid on board, and probably the only stupid one who stepped forward towards that stick of drugs. I can't remember if I did light up that stick or even took a small puff from it, but it was there and then that I first learnt how a cigarette is actually lit. And I'm actually proud to admit I know how one's lit since I was a kid [I dont smoke though]. Hahahaha!

Okay, 'nuff said about cigarettes. I attended my ex-colleague's wedding dinner at Grand Shanghai this Xmas Eve. The place was beautiful and unique. But it's a pity that the table I and ex-bosses and ex-colleagues were seated hadn't really a good view of the stage. The food was alright. And at the end of it all, I forgotten to bring the chocolates given, home! Argh! Anyhow, the wedding couple looked really great, fantastic! The bride looking like a Princess, and I loved her gowns. Pretty like a Princess. Yes, think I've mention about her looking like a Princess many times. Princess. Princess. Princess. Ah, dream come true for her.

It's great to be catching up with those peeps at the wedding. Hell long a time since we all had a gathering. Thanks to this wedding.

Last but not least, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! Have yourself a merry little Christmas! La la la la la...

P.S. I "drew" this Xmas Greeting myself, hope you all like it. Enjoy. ->>>

The Rat Race

On your mark! Get set! GO!

*BANG*

And so the rat race begins, with Angela in the lead. Will she come in first? Or maybe a last?

Today marks the first day at work, finally after six full months of rotting and lotsa slacking and stoning in front of my TV, of my computer. Well, I'll still be facing the computer in the days to come, just at a different location. Haha!

The place I'm sitting at now is pretty good. Nice big empty table with nothing but the flatscreen, keyboard, mouse, and the telephone. The window to my right, the wall behind my back, colleagues in front and to the left in the room. Great, I've got good enough privacy in my corner. I could even sneak in online during certain hours to play my game. Ho ho ho. But don't think I will be that free once things start coming in for me to do. I'm gonna have to start designing some designs tomorrow at work. I started with a ilttle bit of stuffs today. So far things are still pretty cool. Hope I won't have a tough time trying to crack my brain for the designs [think I already am. Dang!]

Anyway the colleagues are pretty cool and easy to mingle with. The room where I am in, are where all the sales people are in. Great thing is, most of the time they won't be around as they will be running about, out of the office. Yippy! Even more privacy. Guess I better not be happy too soon. Hope I'll be able to do well [since there won't be anyone to guide me as I go along with the web/print stuffs, for I'm a one-man-team coordinating with the sales and IT side, etc.], 'cause I'm feeling the stress already. Oh well... Shall take things as they come along then. La la la la la.. gotta learn how to destress myself!