accident prone

I was embarrassed by myself just now.

WHY? u wld ask?

heh heh ... simply b'cos i lost my footing and fell on the escalator while i was trying to climb it to catch the MRT. Damn! So many [didnt count how many] ppl behind who witnessed my ordeal. yeh.. think i even heard a giggle or some mocking laugh. hahaha... not at all funny. Grrrrr.... Think i'm really accident prone man. im so scary. *grinz* well lucky i was wearing jeans, if not i wld haf gotten more scars. Manage to escape with minor skin peeling beneath the jeans. Ouch~ hope it wun bleed, cos it feels little swollen. >_<

1st driving experience with da P-plate

think i omst felt like crying jus now man! it was jus so scary i tell u! haiz... think im a such failure. wonder how on earth did i manage to get my driving license man. anyway it was my 1st time driving my dad's car tonite. i tried to drive 2 frens home [well sorta] ard their area. my dad was sitting beside me in the car. he was there to keep an eye on me. boy was he tough on me, "raising" his voice while he instruct me on how to drive his car. kept urging me to put in more effort when stepping on the accelerator man~ so stressed! i wasnt even checking the mirrors nor my blind spots [well at least i did tried when trying to filter lanes].

must admit i wasnt used to driving my dad's car yet, too used to driving my instructor's car. :( my feet coordination was terrible, sucky. And when i'm suppose to go fast i was driving so slowly, not stepping enuff on the accelerator, then getting told off by my dad for tat.. sobs sobs.... when im suppose to go slow it was the opp. haiz.... i even try to beat the red light, lucky it was still amber when i drove pass... if not woo hooo 12 demerit points! >_< then there's sharp n wide turnings at the junctions... :( think i scare my frens at the back seats! can see tat they r trying not to show fear on their faces. they used giggles to cover up fear pretty well. *sigh*

even my 1st attempt at trying to park without poles at the car park sucks big time man. horrible! my dad really "shouted" at me man... im so stoopid... he chided me~ sobs >_< but i believes he loves me the same no matter wat. hee hee...

damn! wonder how long will it take me to master the art of driving man! dont think i dare drive alone on the road yet, let alone the expressway.But... but...but one day i shall prevail against the driving monster! yeah! jus u wait u monster!!! heh heh~ think i better stick to roller blading for the time being then. hahaa :p

one of the happiest day in my life

it was a cool friday afternoon. rain pour over earth in the early morning. the ground was wet. lucky it stopped raining in the early afternoon.

there i was sitting by the table opposite my tester after the test i've just completed. I omost tot I couldnt make it. n yet i tot i could too. I bit my lips, my fingers felt numb. i kept contradicting myself. He looked stern and strict as he told me wat my mistakes were while marking the paper, trying to hide the overall results from my view. I tot to myself,"of cos u made it. u r not gonna fail if hes doing tat right? covering up the marks n not letting u see... but then again u did made quite a num of mistakes, n hes really ticking quite a num of em ya noe. so mayb u might fail after all!"

after summing up the marks, with a grave look he said to me,"okay... u can go now......." while passing me my result slip "to the counter 3 and watch the video tape". [well oni those who pass will get to view da tape abt safety n stuffs]

I'VE FINALLY PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!!! Yippy yippy yeah!! WooOoo HooOoo ... Horaay!!!!! *my heart jumps with great joy* :p
u couldnt imagine how happy i was! i was so happy tat the oni word i can think of to describe it is HAPPY! hahahaa!!! i omost cried! but neh, the tears didnt coorporate with me.

after i settled the fees with my instructor, i made a call to my dad n mum 1st. my dad's happy for me but i dun think he wld b tat happy as to lend me his car to drive now. hahaa.. im still pretty green n a dangerous driver ya noe *winkz* gonna b on probation with my dad n his car 1st.. think tat will b gd. i dun wanna endanger anyone ya noe.

next i contacted quite a few close frens of mine to inform em abt the gd news! ^_^ think my phone bill's gonna soar when it comes. haaa....

well..... the night b4 my test i met up with a fren for some chit chatting session at one of our fav hang out place. i regretted ordering the pot of tea there [drank abt 4-5 cups of tea, passion fruit tea]. in the end i ended up awake thru the night [well until 4+am tat is]. I kept visiting the toilet as well man.. bommer! imagine this... within an hr i cld end up visiting the toilet for 5, 6 times man~ Damn those tea! Tried to make myself sleep but my eyes were so wide open.... sigh.... tried to make myself sleepy by listening to soothing music.. but not very effective. toss n turn in bed. after a few toss i hafta visit the loo.. haa.. i will never forget this nite.

web cam

i jus got a new web cam today! logitech quickcam express....

hmm ... quality wise i cun say im very happy abt it. but watta doo? it's a web cam for goodness sake gal~ how gd can u expect it ta get? its not those super super ex one that gives better quality. its not even gd enuff to be considered as a digi cam! dionk~

well at first with the help of my bro, we manage to set the color quality pretty okay. but being i, i was never satisfied with da color. hence i kept on adjusting n adjusting it.... duhz... in the end it became worse! wat the hell's happening to the color man!?!?!! now i've adjusted it till it looks black & white. bommer~

think i gotta try adjusting it again with the help of moi bro tomorrow den. going off ta dreamland. hee~ been having some weird dreams lately~ tsk tsk.... :)

a pain in da arse~

*OUCH*

Tat's wat I "screamed" when i landed straight on the ground earlier on during some blading session at ECP [east coast park].

Scenerio:
- I was speeding along the road
- over the hump i went
- saw a couple of leaves n branches some dist in front of me
- trying to act cool while avoiding em with da blades as i carried some bags to the locker area further up front
- lost control
- steered off course, omost bump into my fren
- tried not to fall after avoiding to knock into my fren
- lost balance
- *BOOM*
- *OUCHIE OUCH*
- landed on me butt while trying to prevent the bags from getting hurt
- what a painful sacrifice my butt made >_<
- think i've hurt my not-fully-recovered-spine/tail bone again, DAMN!

My poor ass man! hurts like hell now.. think i better get a swimming float to sit on. Damn~ i've got driving lessons on sunday! 2hrs! How will my butt, tat pain in my butt substain the long hrs of driving man?!

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Sigh~

I dare say that it's not ever gonna be the same anymore this time round. Guess he has let go and gone on ahead, found a life of his own again. I believe it is time i let go too and stop this waiting. It never was ez and never had been any easier too. I will never forget, for the wound is there. Time will heal but the scar wont.